countdown 2 more days!!
just 2 more days! and it will be sayonara to exams!!! woots! :D
im so happy.. shalalalala... hahas. (:
2 days... is tt a good thing or a bad thing? cuz i have not started doing any work for the maths paper on wednesday... haiz. weekends just poofed past. I SHALL START STUDYING. yes. i hope. :P
anyways, the haze index went down finally!!! yes. thank God. but the situation still isnt very good over at indonesia. must continue praying yes!
God really does answers prayers, that's such an assurance. it's like, when i feel really stressed out and depressed, the presence of the Lord beside me is such a great comfort! so i know im not alone when im in the midst of the terrible terrible examinations! =)
sunday's message at YW by uncle jeffery was good. maximising your potential. yea. how can i contribute to the ministry? pray tt i'll find an answer soon. cuz it's kinda meaningless to go about in school putting all your talents and qualities to good use and not doing anything in church.
it's kinda wierd ya, tt i am so so chattery and talkative in school, but i am pretty quiet in yf and church. dunno. i just havent really 'opened up' i guess. it's like, i see everyone talking and chit-chatting arnd, then im just hanging around listening to what ppl are talking abt, then i just leave early or smth. it's wierd. not the typical noisy me. and this shouldnt be the way, cuz i should be more comfortable with my bro and sis in Christ. the others (sec 1 church girlfriends) have seemed to stop going for yf. which isnt a very good thing. nvm. i must really learn to communicate more with ppl at yf. but sometimes im just kinda shy. (im shy??!!) why am i just not like my usual self at yf? saddening. just gotta keep praying. but with ariel coming for yf, it's much better. and hope that she will either 1) convince her mom to allow her to come to zion so tt she will not not like her church. 2) see that her church is not as bad as she thinks. yes, have to leave it to God.
the good news is, im beginning to feel less awkard at yf now, got to know new people, and of course, there are those who really go the extra mile to warm people up! and here, i'd like to say a big THANK YOU to joey for her letter. it definitely made my day! i guess this should truly be the yf spirit. where people dont feel left out and stuff. otherwise, people will not want to come back. and that will be bad.
im seiously praying for some people, that they may see God one day, and understand that He is the one and only, and not to depend on worldly pleasures (like boyfriends, girlfriends and money...) im actually really hoping that they will one day return to church and really be born again.
we all have to pray without ceasing, that people around us, who have not come to know Christ, will one day see the light and accept Him and repent. sometimes, we just get too carried away with things that little prayers for others' salvation slip off our minds. these prayers are actually very, very important. Christian life should not just be about going to church every week, knowing more intellectually about God... we are in the midst of the race, on our way to heaven. yet our non-christian friends are not even at the starting line. do we just continue running and leave them to fall into hell? what will we then say when we meet God at the finish line?
i sometimes wonder, am i really living my life how God wants me to? the sad truth is. no. time and time again, i tell myself to be a living testimony. yet i just forget. in fact, i think some of my non-chiristian friends have more self-discipline than me! hmmm. i need to change!
keep praying.
God will make a way. (:
oh yea, just a link to share with everyone. esp christian friends. but the movie is actually more about a life story of a girl.
http://www.stacistory.com/movie.htm
do spare 12 mins to take a look at the clip. (: i was really touched by it. teared the first time i saw it.
yupps. tt's all fer now!!! =))
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