a very very long post.

ayeeee wanted to post yst. but was just too sick and tired and dead to post ><

ohwellies!


hoho. so many things to talk about!

kay fine. kek chin wen stop scolding me bout slping late. i WILL and AM going to adjust to a normal human being's sleeping clock yeah!

[kay fine. confessions of my wednesday night/thursday morning sleeping time-
go home
eat dinner
sleep frm 7:30 - 10:30
wake up
shower
do work
go back to sleep at 4:30am
6:15am wake up.

dui bu qi laaaaaaaaa. will try to sleep at better timings next time! PROMISE ((: ]

hoho because also xinyun said that 11pm-1am is the time when your body repairs cells and makes some thing things that makes you grow tallerrrrrrr! and xiaoen wants to grow taaaalllllll :DDD

goose man. thurs was om cohort performance. ayee. just read chinwen's blog, she didnt see cos her grp had to go present to teacher. >< but dont be sad m'dear!!! smileeee. i can say my lines for you (: it was fine i guess. audience liked it (hopefully??!! from comments yeah :D) but but but. WHY. aw man. yeah kindof made sense but i was really disheartened. ): tried so hard for all that, all the efforts. then... suddenly bang bang. gooooooose. now what? we'll just have to CHANGE IT and TRY EVEN HARDER. dont give up, da jia men. afterall, the greater significance is the process. well, at least to me, it is. i love you om maties!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 :DDD

don't pray pray ah.

eh wait.

no singlish.

._.



yupps and then after that impromptu found out that i could go cca afterall. ayeee. very long story please!

kay you want to hear?

sure?

hen hao. shall try explaining. x)

so right, all the people who auditioned for the emcee thing thing and got in were split up into grp 1/2/3

yeah im in group 1. (:

then then then. grp 2&3 had their training thing thing last 2 thurs. and there were 20 selected psls who went also. and so yours truly went for the training.

then then then. go already rightt. but for the next i dont know how long there is a training for group 1 psls. ._. miss teo msged and said that i'll have to miss field trip to go for training cos it's alr been paid for.

aw man. it's becoming grandmotherly. T.T

AIYO. so to cut it short. (no patience laaa!)

went to find miss teng (no no no, not miss gloria teng. miss SANDRA teng) (: and then she said there were some mis-communications thing thing and then fortunately/unfortunately, my name was NOT on the list for group1 training.

hohoho merry christmas everybodaye.

which meant that i was going for cca!!! at this juncture, happy rightt?

ehh i think im clever cos i half-expected something like that to happen and brought my yellow tee and boots.

spot anth missing?

right. beret.

okay wait.

hat.

alamak.

ayeeeee. but later on, zhaoqi was super resourceful and i borrowed soo chin's hat!!! ohmygoodness, i was very very thankful. really. thank you!!! tho i dont think you'll see this, but yeah. <3

and gooose luh. i had to BUNNNNN my hair. it's been a few thousand years since i bun-ded my hair. and i had absolutely NO IDEA how to. BOO.

and that's when fantabulous batchmates step in!!! hohoho thanks xinyi (whom i shall mention again later on in this post) and zhaoqi! oh and soochin's hair net which i didnt use.

why didnt i use soochin's harinet?

at first, i tried, then it was too small. or so i thought it was. so i rannn down to popular to get a hairnet. ran back to class. took out the plastic.

and realised it was the same size as hers. o_O

well done.

wow the day just crazy crazy. rushing. saying bye bye to recess and lunch. chionging bio paul's wheel of reasoning cos i did the entire wrongly and saved it in my com. ._. oh but mrs tan is niceee. om om and om. gahh.

okayyy ANYWAYS!!!!!! (yes the post has not ended. it's only beginning.)

HOHOOHO!!!!!!! cca was footdrill and song session!

sec2 and sec3 batch was seriously quite sad cos so many people were missing. ): but ohthewells.

number1. a die die must mention. JUNE LEE XIN YI IS THE BEST. everybodaye. you should have seen her time. steady. hahahah she is stronggggg! whoosh. cos like everybody in my batch who was present was sick :x except her. so most of the time, until the last part when fcs are like, "you dont time alr la", yeah she was timing. *clapp clapp!*

number2. new commands! new commands! cool, learnt alot from the session. batchies! mei guan xi (: wo men yi qi meet up then yi qi xue xi and we'll all ace back to our prev footdrill standards (: musnt let meiting downn. :/

number3. hoho yes. speaking of meiting reminded me! WE ARE GOOD. besides, we've one yr less experience! >< so aw. you-wont-bully-all-these-adorable-and-already-trying-their-best-juniors wont you??? ((:

number4. shant mention here.

number5. im proud of myself xie xie da jia men. water break that time then june was saying 15mins to song session. so we went back to march. after sometime, i was beginning to grogg out abit. twice meiting came over and asked if i was fine. yeah i was laaa. just that, ayee. dont know. lack of sleep/food or what. but cheng xia qu!!! so cheng cheng cheng ((: cos i clinged on to the hope of "15 more mins." and haha yeah. had the experience of marching without boots! >< actually did it help eh? cos really cannot hear please. so ohwellies. whoa we did attracted some attention. footdrill ended and when we went to the canteen did i find out that it actually dragged over for 45mins >< [was wondering why 15mins was so long laa goose.] but yeah. im havent si diao and that's good (: [eh sorry la, make you all dan xin. cos prev night really boh pian had to stay up and in school on thurs really really no time to eat. heh 3mouths of beehoon can do wonders! because im fit and healthy (: ]

number6. hahahahahaha suddenly thought of what evelyn told me. arrangement of people according to height? no problem. from tall to tallest! so cute right! hahahaah cheryl's previous coach. :D

number7. cca without you all really was super sad ): boo.

ohwellies! ((:

yayy stop at 7 cos 7 is my favourite number (:

rainbows will appear! rainbows do appear! :D


was reading blog archives just now. couldnt help but smile at some things, and feel sad at some parts too. everything feels like yst. things change, people change. sometimes it's for the better, sometimes it's not so good. but in the end, there'll be silver linings. 100% true for me do far (:



today's Good Firday. constant reminder that someone actually died for me. for you. for everybody. if say now we've to DIE for someone. say someone of low low status and unworthy. maybe a murderer. we sacrifice ourselves for the murderer to be free. and this doesnt mean that he/she stops the killings.

the Lord died for all of us.

well He did nothing wrong. pure and blameless. we are the ones who sinned. and yet He, the King above a million kings, humbled himself, came to earth and died.

Crucified
Laid behind a stone
You lived to die
Rejected and alone
Like a rose
Trampled on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me
Above all

and yes, we trample upon. are we worthy?

no.

but He still died for you and me. and His love is never ceasing.

my constant comforting thought. :)



okay this was a very very long post!!! the blogging bug's crawling back again. want to post so much moooore, but i forgot alr, and i shant. cos i shall go and sleeeeeeppp! XIAOEN IS A GOOD GIRL, WELL DONE :DDD *beams*

hohoho. yayys (:

come on everybodaye. JIA YOU! :DDD