(:

've been tearing quite a bit these 2 days ._.

was sorting out files and documents in the harddisk ytd night and chanced upon the farewell letter to 212. and the tears just started flowing out. rah! aye. no im not emo. but as in, the tears werent cos of sadness or anth; it just brought back alot of memories; so close, yet so far.

life has to go on! :D

and today's assembly really set me thinking what i'll like to do with my life in the future. the issue of stepping out of comfort zones really hit me hard. would i want to live an ordinary, simple, comfortable life, or perhaps, step out and do my best to help. pictures really do speak a thousand words. my heart ached when i saw the poor people, was trying very hard to hold back tears during the video, but it just flowed out.

im sitting here, with a roof over my head. the living room and balcony lights are on. i just had rice, fish, veg and soup for dinner. i just need to stand up and go to the kitchen if im thirsty. my piggy bank's filling up with notes and coins.

the people there have never seen a 10-renminbi note in their lives. 10renminbi is, perhaps less than the amount of money that i spend in a day. there's so much more to their story; their lives are hard, yet simple. yet why is it more difficult for us to smile and be thankful for each passing day?

again, im thankful.

on a lighter note, cca's gonna start this friday, with 37 new juniors (: it's a good start, hopefully ;D

okay, shall continue with work!

with Christ in the vessel, i can smile at the storm.

life's good.