death.

i need need need to get my life back on track.
help me, God!

maybe i should quit schooling and rest for a year or smth. :D
ah well.

reading catherine lim's "unhurried thoughts at my funeral" currently..
makes you ponder and look at your own life.
at least it did for me.
what would happen if i died tmrw?
will people cry?
hmm, i wouldnt want people to cry for my death.

i think i might die with regrets cos perhaps.. i didnt put in my best effort on earth, i didnt have enough courage to share Christ's love with everyone, i wasnt a good testimony...
i cant wait to see God, but then again im afraid to see God.

if i die tmrw, but my death can bring the salvation of grandma and everyone else (friends, relatives, so much more), i'll gladly give up my life (:

roar it's quite depressing to think about the scene at my funeral.
please dont cry for me, i'll be in heaven with God! (:

are you ready to face judgement?

the Bible says that in the end times, there will be killings, war and natural disasters. the world will be plagued with sadness and sufferings... on judgement day, we'll stand before the Almighty, to face up to what we have done, and what we have not.

do other people sometimes ponder about death?
death is such a morbid issue, yet none of us can escape death.
i quote from her book, "Death is the greatest and most successful democracy."
was sharing with mom what a powerful sentence this was, she disagreed.

with Christ, death is defeated. only those who believe in Him will be saved.
i dont want to see my relatives and friends in Hell ):

Lord, wont you reveal yourself?

message was "In God You can Trust". fell asleep halfway, sorry.
life is slightly in a mess right now, i guess i really need to trust Him
and throw in lots of willpower and self-control.

i've tons of overdue work, how ):

slowly, plod.

back to IH, ciao (:

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