Life is so mish-mashy

Cried like crap just now ):

Things like that always happen to me. Yesterday, fever. Today? Win.

And I think to myself, “So now what?” In Sec 2, the same thing happened when I fell right before my first ever Thinking Day Parade. Now, train so hard for Pioneer badge, fall down, same ankle’s sprained. You win, Xiaoen.

Urgh freak. Will see how tmrw. Should still be able to manage actually. Pray!

On a sidenote, first trip ever in my short fifteen plus years of life on this planet to the Chinese doctor just now to rub my (freaking lousy) ankle. Almost died. I was screaming, wincing, cringing, screaming, screaming, screaming and more screaming. And the person was very amused okay! RAHHH. ):

Tmrw- Geog block test, NE validation interview, Pioneer trg, PSLC mtg, CIP. Missing the superball and slime though ):

Give me strength, Lord!

Mother said just now, “God didn’t let fall. He protected you when you fell.”

To end this off on a happy note, CONGRATULATIONS NANYANG NETBALL, NATIONAL CHAMPIONS-TO-BE! oooooooooooooooooohla! :D believe in yourself and fight all way ah!

Xiaoen you too, believe in yourself and fight all the way ah!

And although the clock’s struck 12 and it’s the beginning of another day already, but,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYNN TAN XUE YING TONG XUE :D

MY TEMPORARY-CRAZY-FUNNY-LEFT-TABLEMATEY-WHO-ALWAYS-CHATS-WITH-ME-IN-CLASS-AND-WE-BOTH-KENA-STARED-AT-BY-THE-TEACHERS-HAPPY-FRIEND :D Even though I still really don’t like Math and you really don’t like Lang Arts (why!!!) but yay that way we can teach each other and help each other along! go remove that extra ‘n’ in your name lah it’s so extra. stop drawing on my notes and worksheets you retarded pok and we should 讲华语 more often! :D i love listening to your stories about your matches! happy birthday and stay happy! you’re a nice person and an awesome friend. happy birthday again! (:

 

Adios for now (: Must learn to quit wallowing in self-depression. Life goes on anyway.

 

/edit- am re-reading the post after publishing it (i always do that btw), the post didn’t end up sounding as angsty/emo as i thought i was. that’s good lah (: sunbeamm radiates positive energy :D haha! hopefully it brings you a smile in some way or another too (: